Turmoil and Turbulences

My relationship with that being should be a force that will help me expand my life and bring forth my innate potential with fresh and positive influences.

At this stage, there was no room for any negativity and hindrance in my uncanny life. Neither of us deserved to be hurt . Love is a complex matter that reflects each person’s attitude and philosophy towards life.That is why I believe people shouldn’t get involved in relationships lightly, rather measure its wavelength .The bottom line is that, without respect, no relationship will last for very long, nor will two people be able to bring out the best in each other.

Much of my daily life tended to be ordinary and unexciting. Trying to bring back love in my life seemed to be filled with drama and excitement; I felt like the leading character in a novel of which ironically, I was the scripter.

And then I don’t know why I took this decision of staying away from Him. Maybe I was intimidated that I would lose my comfort zone, that, my implanted fortress would crumble down. It was a subjective opinion in my case and could be, that I was seeking wrong answers.

The best thing I could do when having doubts about why I was acting in this way or seemed to have this or that feeling was to talk with that person and explain how I felt. That wouldn't make me weak, vulnerable or dependent. I was only caring about the person who was an important part of my life.

My life is under my full control, and no one else’s—and I should know what’s best. So, I set in with the sense of trust I had in myself, e.g. by repeating my most empowering affirmations then, by writing down all the negative messages that have been bothering me and then again writing down positive beliefs that counteract these limiting statements.

I have decided not to feel guilty for having this very human experience! If I hold on to this vision of the life I want to have and stick to my mission to look to the underlying veracity in my relationship, I felt I would be moving forward in happiness and excitement.

When you provide support and inspiration for people, you will get more backing and motivation from the universe in return. I have set out to do just that……….